Pain in my heart

Tears in my eyes
is something I can not deny

with nowhere to go
and nothing to show

happiness just seeming to be a dream
and nightmares ripping me from the seams

a pain that is so deep
a torment I will always keep

searching for a purpose
one that never seems to surface

thoughts that are out of control
emotions that take there toll

finding someway to depart
to rid this pain in my heart