Searching

Searching the deepest parts of my soul
For something that will make me whole

A life that is in shambles
A mind that seems to ramble

From dreadful thoughts of death and pain
To feelings of life yet to gain

Where will I go from here
How will I face this fear

This worry, that's just a delusion
This fright, that's just an illusion
This life, that's full of confusion

Where do I go from here, I must contend
Which path I shall take, it will depend
On how my life will transcend